Now all I have is time...

I did well…but I felt miserable. The only person who actually noticed something might have been wrong was my friend Demetrius. And I was so behind on work today because we baked extra and people would NOT stop ordering cakes for the life of me I just wanted to scream and tell them to let me get things done. Chad told Stephen to go clean the cafe because I was more than an hour behind and then I get interrogated by a deli member like I told him to go and do it. I hate feeling like I need help from other people, it’s the worst feeling in the world to me, I like to get things done and do them myself, but I’m only one person. And he was all ‘we won’t be mad if you did’ and ALL I could think was ‘then why are you interrogating me about it?’ It just didn’t make any sense to me at all. So I clocked out 33 minutes late and stood around 17 minutes more waiting for my mom and then was whisked right out the door. I’m going to take the next few hours to relax then will collapse into bed. Back again tomorrow. -sighs-

#personal

∞ 4/29/2012 (4:13am)

I’ve decided…

that maybe I won’t talk to people at work unless I absolutely have to. It’s gotten to the point where every time I open my mouth, I feel foolish and judged on the spot. So I think I’ll just stay quiet and see what people have to say to that. I shall stick with this plan, I will.

#personal #work problems

∞ 4/28/2012 (2:21am) 1 note